gah my ...

gah my hair itches!!! im bleaching it, again, as i update. well yesterday i did nothing, again. i woke up around 12 and just played video games all day. didnt go to sleep until 4 or so, i had insomnia. woke up at 11, put the bleach on at 2. tomorow i go back to school......and on friday i get my report card, which means more yelling (probably) at my place of residence. i think thats it, im gonna go eat noodles.

i did NOTH...

i did NOTHING today. i woke up at like, 2 or so, then fell asleep again on the couch. i talked to various people on messenger, then decided to take a shower and get dressed and such. then i played neopets (no, im straight) and then watched TV. didnt leave the house once. yay. tomorow im gettin' a haicut and shit, then its off to wherever i decide. tomorow seems far away, even tho its technically in less than an hour. aww my cat is looking at me. i ordered music and such online today. yup. go back to school on monday, sadly. thats it for now.............

i got out ...

i got out of the shower a little while ago. my hair changed color, again. now its kinda blonde/light brown. majick bunniez!!!!!!

i just w...

i just woke up about 15 mins ago. i probably wont do anything today, i did stuff yesterday. bah my spikes are all screwed up, i need to take a shower. my arm hurts. i needa feed my neopet, thats the end of this.

bah

......why do i get suddenly depressed like this. fuck this. why does my mom not care? why do i do this?! FUCK i hate feeling sorry for myself, its bullshit. im not the only one with problems. no more goddam pot. fuck! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK it seems the only time im happy is when im asleep. gawd no, i cant let this happen again. im so cold, i can barely see straight. help